Sorry world, I finally chose me. Besides all the countless attempts to find Love, I chose me. After repeatedly putting others’ needs first, I chose me. When nobody chooses me, I choose me. We live in such a cold world… society is so messed up people think being “emotionless” is cool. In reality, what’s the point of having a heart if you’re not going to use it? Please give it to someone who needs it because it’s just occupying empty space. God created us to Love.
I was so afraid of loss. However, a loss is sometimes a win in disguise. Whenever you can’t understand your current circumstances, trust God has a plan for us. Thank you to everyone who hurt me along the way. Thank you to those who doubted me. Thank you to everybody who turned their back on me. Thank you to my haters. Because of you all I am even stronger today. Our God for our love endures forever and He is merciful. He didn’t say the weapons would not form, He promised they wouldn’t prosper. “ No weapon formed against you shall prosper, And every tongue which rises against you in judgment You shall condemn. This is the heritage of the servants of the Lord, And their righteousness is from Me,” Says the Lord.” (Isiah 54:17)
My heart is tired of taking hit after hit but somehow I still want to love. I’ve felt so alone for the longest but in reality there’s people out here that love me. I can’t count the endless nights where I cried myself to sleep because of the pain. At night is when your mind races and life hits you. Yet in the light and dark times the only person I can count on is the Lord.