Relationships

Seems like finding a Godly man nowadays is hard. The boys in my generation are grown boys instead of men. I don’t have a type nor a preference. However, my walk with Jesus taught me what I did not want in my future husband. I thought about dating sites but all that seems strange to me. I feel like I’m not ready yet and I believe Yahweh will bring me my husband when the time is right. I’m at the point in my life where if it’s not from God I don’t want it. 

My past relationships taught me to never lower my standards for anybody ever again. The ones that claim to love you the most actually do not love you at all. Also, people can be so evil and will betray you when they can no longer use you. In all honesty I can just blame myself because I didn’t listen to God when he told me no. I was too focused on fleshly desires. Yet again I didn’t know anything about God therefore I couldn’t follow my spiritual side. 

Moving forward now I’m full of experiences of what not to do. I’m grateful for everything that didn’t work out because it means God has better for me. Yahweh is getting me ready for my future husband and I’m so excited to one day meet him. I don’t even know who he is but I talk to God about him everyday. I know he’ll love me unconditionally and will finally give me the love I deserve. He’ll be my king and I’ll be his queen and together we’ll do Yahweh’s kingdom work.

I still have hope for love no matter what I’ve been through, my heart still will love. I refuse to let my heart turn cold because people in this generation do not know how to love. Until then I’m going to continue to focus on Yahweh and Yeshua because the rest will follow. I’m happy with them and they supply all my needs. “But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.” (‭‭Matthew‬ ‭6:33‬ ‭NIV‬‬)