I thank God for this pandemic because this life crisis saved my life. It’s been so crazy, I’ve realized what I’ve been doing wrong for the longest and what I need to improve on. My relationship of 3 years officially ended because we just weren’t going towards the same destiny. My ex and I have a son together therefore we still have to deal with each other and find a good way to co-parent. I thank the Lord He has been with me through all this pain. I thank the Lord for being my shield and covering me when I felt open and lost. I am getting the healing that I need to become the best version of myself. My pain only makes me stronger. I cannot stay stuck in my pain, it makes me feel useless. I rather turn my pain into something good, to help others. I might be sad myself but I’ll always have time to cheer others up. For life is not about what I receive, but what I give out.