Lately I don’t know how to feel about most things. I’m in that stage where if things are for me I’m happy and if they are not I’m still happy. In all honesty, I am letting God do His will in my life. I’m learning what He needs me to learn. I’m learning how to control my emotions and only react to what is necessary. I’ve learned silence is better than getting into unnecessary drama. The people and things that are meant for me will automatically gravitate towards my life. I am in no desire to beg, chase, or force people to be in my life. If you want to love me for the real me good but if you don’t then leave because I’m not changing for anybody ever again. I remembered who I was and whose I am and now I am unstoppable. I belong to God and His kingdom. I know I’m loved unconditionally. I know He gave and continues to give me endless chances. I know I don’t have to be perfect but I’ll always be worth it in His eyes. I love the women I’m becoming. Saying goodbye to the old me was the best thing I ever did. I don’t have to stress, cry, or be mad about anything anymore. I’m not going to lie, I’m not saying I’m not going to slip up some days but I’m not going to let it affect my whole day. I used to let the smallest things affect me.