Sometimes I feel stuck. It’s like I don’t know if I’m moving in the right direction. I know when God is silent, He is working. I don’t always do everything right but I try my best everyday. Some days I feel gloomy but everything is working out for my good. I may not see any results now but at some point I will. If I’m honest some days I feel the pressure because I see how beautifully people are evolving. I’m not comparing or jealous by any means, I’m so grateful to see people’s growth. It’s just some days I have fear with my faith. I fear not being good enough for things. You might say “Oh well she’s confused, she doesn’t really have Faith.” Truth is a great pastor T.D Jakes once said in a video on YouTube that it was okay to have big faith with little fear at times. This is sometimes good because it warns us of danger. It doesn’t mean we love Jesus any less. This just means we are human and our body’s are naturally programmed to have fear. However, at the end of the day I remember I’m a child of God. I’m more than enough because before He formed me in my mother’s womb, He knew me. (Jeremiah 1:5)

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