Dear Lord, I pray you give me the strength that I need to reach and attain my fitness goals. May you continue giving me more time to work on me so I can live a healthy long lifestyle. In your will and in Jesus name, Amen.
I’m always taking care of others and putting everyone else’s needs before my own. It’s about time I put myself first. Truth be told it is hard staying consistent in working out. Some days I get discouraged but I have to keep going. I can’t wait to become my higher self but it’s going to take a lot of hard work and dedication. This is my only option if I want the body of my dreams. I refuse to alter my body with plastic surgery after one of my aunts died from that. She left 7 children in this world and was it worth it? My other aunt got plastic surgery also but she survived. Yeah this is the easy way to do it but it’s also the most expensive and dangerous thing. Plus, after a couple years you have to get it redone because your skin and the silicone, etc start to sag. Versus working out and attaining your body the natural way at no cost. It’s just people are so influenced by others and social media that natural body’s are not being normalized or praised anymore. Nowadays you’re boring if you don’t have a big booty, small waist and an hourglass figure like Kim k, Nicki Minaj, etc. If you ask me everybody walking around with the same body shape is rather basic. I rather be boring and uniquely different than basic and fake. I’m not judging, everyone is entitled to do as they please. However, based on what I’ve witnessed I know I want better for myself.