Some days I feel so drained that I don’t have the energy to do certain things. I feel like I’m running a marathon. When I first started on my mission I had a lot of energy. Moving forward as time passes by sometimes I find myself without energy. However, being tired doesn’t give me an excuse to rest. I once read a quote somewhere that stated “sleep doesn’t help when it’s your soul that’s tired.” I’ve gotten to the point where I have to discipline myself or I won’t do anything. I yearn to learn more, to do more, yet I just don’t know how I’m going to do it. Some days I wonder when my breakthrough will come but maybe my breakthrough is waiting on me. I feel like there’s something I have to do to set everything in motion and I don’t even know if I’m doing what I’m supposed to do.
To be honest I need to get back to my routine. My routine made me feel happy and energized. When I was on vacation I got used to sleeping in later than normal because of the different time zones. I’m trying to break away from this because It makes me feel like I am not accomplishing anything. When I used to wake up early I got everything I needed done. Versus me waking up late and procrastinating to do almost everything. Also, sometimes I get burnt out trying to help others achieve their dreams before my own. I keep having to remind myself I need to take care of myself first. It all starts with me and I can’t lead in my family if I’m not leading in my dreams first. I have to work on my dreams so I can lead by an example to inspire my family. It’s 2020 we’re only accepting the best version of ourselves from here on out.