You tried

Mhm well now I have a different perspective on my enemies. I just want to thank everyone that took a part in breaking my heart. It’s amazing how God turns what was meant to destroy you into a blessing. My enemies only pushed me closer to God and to me that is a blessing. I gained God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit in ways I never knew existed. Plus at the same time God is strengthening me in ways only He can see. God is good all the time through the good and the bad. He has been opening my eyes to a lot of things I was in denial about. Your biggest enemy could be right by your side and you wouldn’t even know it. However, no weapon formed against me shall prosper. (Isaiah 54:7)

I am a child of God and I’m grateful God has my back. With all the stress I could be sick or dead but Jesus brings me peace. I do not think I am better than anyone I’m just trying to see myself how Jesus sees me. Sometimes just because I’m always smiling doesn’t mean I’m always happy however I know pain is temporary. Nothing can dim my light… you don’t throw away a carton of egg because one egg is broken. You dispose of what’s no use and keep it moving. “I am not saying this because I am in need, for I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances.” (Philippians‬ ‭4:11‬ NIV‬‬)