I’ve learned to be content no matter what my circumstances are. Yes, I’m in a storm right now but this is not my final destination. Worries only lead to stress. Stress doesn’t do anything good to your body. Did you know stress can kill? Eric Thomas (the #1 Motivational Speaker) wife got MS because of stress. Ms according to google stands for Multiple sclerosis. It is a potentially disabling disease of the brain and spinal cord (central nervous system). In MS , the immune system attacks the protective sheath (myelin) that covers nerve fibers and causes communication problems between your brain and the rest of your body. I read this article on google and I don’t remember the name but this woman had to learn to walk and talk all over again because of stress. Therefore, I made a vow to myself to stop taking everything so personal and just let things be. On the other hand it took me a long time to get here and I could have only done it with God’s help. He turned my pain into power and stress into peace. In all honesty I just want the world to experience His goodness and mercy.
I got out of a very toxic relationship all thanks to Jesus. I couldn’t have done any of this on my own. Yes, even though I feel like I’m stuck in the desert I know all this is for my greater good. God wouldn’t give you more than you can take. Also, sometimes God is trying to change something about us and he doesn’t mean to hurt us but to strengthen us. I don’t like dwelling in my pain because then I start getting overwhelmed with negative thoughts. Then I’ll start overthinking and my mind just wants to get in this funky mood. I don’t have time for funky moods anymore, that’s only detrimental to my mental and health. I got out of living in survival mode and now I want to truly start living. In the 23 years of life I have I’m finally putting myself first. I’m finally doing what makes me happy. I’m putting my dreams first because I’m always trying to help everybody else. Yet, what about me? Who’s helping me? Not a single soul, just GOD. This is why I go hard for Him because He goes all out for me. I’ll never be able to fully repay God for what He has done for me but I can live my life in a way you can see He’s there.