Some days the pain comes back and it still hurts a lot. When I think about all the time I put into my last relationship just for a person to turn around and treat it like nothing. Today is the first day of my new life on my own with my son. The father of my son officially left back to his hometown for good. I would be lying if I told you I wasn’t scared. I’m so afraid right now I don’t know how everything is going to work out but I know God will make a way. “Sometimes God put you in places alone so you can see you don’t need anybody but Him .” Yes my heart is heavy right now but I trust God will heal me. I look at my son and there’s no way I can give up… it’s too late for that now. The devil should have took me out completely because I’m coming back better than ever. I trust God will make a way for us out of no way. I’m a single mom and this wasn’t what I had planned yet I want what God wants for me. If this is the storm I need to get through to get to the blessing I’ll endure it. I can’t sit here and ask myself “why me?” Because I have come to an understanding that sometimes people come into your life to show you how to let go.