The fight never stops. It’s a constant battle between what I know is right and what the enemy wants to instill in my mind. The devil keeps trying to tell me “I’m not good enough” for God’s purpose for my life. Yes doubts, fears, anxiety, troubles and more may cross my mind at times. We are all human but my faith always remembers what my Father has done in my life. I remember all the times God and Jesus came to my rescue. Even though I can’t see it I know that He is working. The enemy is trying to bring me disbelief so I can speak that upon myself. If I start to believe it then it should come to fruition. “Be careful how you think; your life is shaped by your thoughts.” (Proverbs 4:23 GNT)
The calling on my life must be greater than I can ever imagine if the enemy is trying his hardest to stop me. I must be close to my breakthrough. However, the love for my Father and a Brother is greater than any attack and storm I can face. My life is not my own, it belongs to them. I know sometimes I can be prideful at times and that has no use for me. I put my pride aside and surrender completely to them. I want to know them and be with them more than anything in this world. I don’t care what I have to do, I’ll do it all for their glory. For I couldn’t do any of these things with my own strength. Everything I tried to do on my own has failed me before. “I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me” (Philippians 4:13 NKJV)
Victory belongs to Jesus. I don’t care about the carnal matters of this world. I just want to save my spirit and bring glory to their name. People don’t have to understand my love for them, I love them because they love me despite all my flaws. I desire to know them deeper. I desire to hear them deeper. I desire more, I want more. I know my eyes haven’t seen half of what they can do in my life. But with the little bit I’ve experienced I’m willing to dig deeper to know more. I want to discover how God sees me.“But as it is written: “Eye has not seen, nor ear heard, Nor have entered into the heart of man The things which God has prepared for those who love Him.” (I Corinthians 2:9 NKJV)
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