As long as the world exists there will be a time for planting and a time for harvest. (Genesis 8:22) Before the harvest you have to plant the seed. Right now I’m in a season where I have to plant, endure and wait on Yahweh. At first I didn’t understand why I was still in this season of pain but Yahweh is onto something that I can not even see yet. He’s building me up mentally, physically, emotionally, psychologically, and financially. It might seem like this season will never end but I know before the harvest sprouts the rain comes. The seeds I plant now matter even if they seem small now over time they will become something big.
As I surrender more to Yeshua my mind gets more clarity as to why things had to happen. I’m learning to not lean on my own understanding because I don’t see what Yahweh can see. “Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding;” (Proverbs 3:5 NIV) I used to always want to figure everything out and get frustrated if things didn’t go my way. However, It’s not about me, the people that caused me pain, walked away or betrayed me, nor the circumstances I’m in… it is all about Yahweh and Yeshua. At the end when all this is done and this season has passed away they will get all the glory.
I’m in the waiting season. This is the season where Yahweh works on me. He’s working on my unforgiveness, my insecurities, my hurt, my traumas and my emotions. If I want to get to the next level I can’t keep carrying all this baggage. I have to endure this season because the next season will require a new me. I can’t let what used to get me out of my character this season affect me in the next one. Yahweh will not level you up if you’re not willing to grow into who He envisions you to be. We are living in a time where people are becoming more selfish and self centered and the only way to keep your heart pure is by walking with Yeshua.