Surrendering It All

The LORD also will be a refuge for the oppressed, a refuge in times of trouble. (Psalm 9:9 KJV)

Sometimes I find it hard to surrender it all to Jesus. Somedays in reality I don’t know how. Growing up I had to do everything myself. I had to be a parent, my friend, & everything else I didn’t have. I never had anyone teach me the major things in life; things like self love, cooking, boys, etc. At a young age I tried to teach myself these things by observing the world around me. I never had anybody ever go to my school conferences or help me with my homework. My mom was never there for me physically or emotionally just financially. I’m grateful for the roof and the food she always provided for me. My father was never in my life. Growing up I thought I was alone but Jesus was with me every step of my life. You know what I love about our savior Christ? He never gives up on us and no matter how many times we mess up His love is graceful and sufficient. What I thought was missing, was with me all along… My Father, My Best Friend, My Family.

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