Sometimes I feel uncertain and then God comes around to remind me that he is always there. “Have I not commanded you? Be strong and of good courage; do not be afraid, nor be dismayed, for the LORD your God is with you wherever you go.” (Joshua 1:9 NKJV) This scripture has calmed my anxiety because I was so uncertain about my future. I had to stop and realize I just needed to focus on my present and not dwell on the past. Everything happens for a reason and God has a plan for my life. The times of uncertainty does not amount to the blessings Jesus has in store for me.
It would be easy to give up but I have a dream. I’ve got to continue breaking these generational curses. Some of the things I had to deal with have been passed down from generations to generations but it ends with me. It’s not just about me I have to do it for the generations after me also. I have to start and leave a foundation for them to build on. I don’t want the generations after me to struggle like I did therefore I need to move differently than anyone I’ve ever known. Nobody around me has the lifestyle I want to live. God didn’t give me this vision for no reason, I’m walking towards the mark of my higher calling.