Will you come out your own boss? Are you trying to be an employer or employee? Have you became complacent with life?
God will turn a Nobody into a Somebody
God uses the least likely people to do the most amazing things. So that when they do them there is no question how they did what they did because if the Lord had not been by their side they wouldn’t have been able to do it.
Wake up and Be AWESOME!
If you give up you didn’t want it as bad? What are you going to do with your Saturday? What goals are you going to set for yourself to take you one step closer to your destiny?
God is making a Way
The 400 years have come to pass and God is bringing restoration to the land and people. This is the year that everything that was done in the dark will come to light. This pandemic was needed for God to show out. All the presidents, politicians, celebrities, etc are getting exposed. God is exposing everyone … Continue reading God is making a Way
Change your Thoughts and your life will Follow
I have learned to be content no matter my circumstances. (Philippians 4:11) Pain is inevitable but suffering is optional. Therefore, I choose to turn my pain into power instead of dwelling on what went wrong or how it could have been different. I know this is all for my good and God is only trying … Continue reading Change your Thoughts and your life will Follow
Save Yourself. Be your own Super Hero.
We all have the power to create exactly who we want to be within ourselves. God has already equipped us with what we need on the inside. What are you going to do with your superpower?
Wake up and be AWESOME!
Wake up and be awesome. TIME IS THE ONLY THING IN THIS WORLD THAT CANNOT BE REPLACED. You have 24 hours in a day. How will you use your time?
LORD PLEASE HELP ME
Have you ever begged God to take away your pain because it hurts so much? I’m honestly crying while writing this. I just can’t believe I was in a relationship for three years with someone who never loved me. I gave my heart to a Narcissist… How did I miss all the signs? It’s crazy … Continue reading LORD PLEASE HELP ME
The devil is a Lie
7 “So then, submit to God. Resist the Devil, and he will run away from you. 8 Come near to God, and he will come near to you. Wash your hands, you sinners! Purify your hearts, you hypocrites! 9 Be sorrowful, cry, and weep; change your laughter into crying, your joy into gloom! 10 Humble … Continue reading The devil is a Lie
Advice to the Young
7 “To have knowledge, you must first have reverence for the Lord. Stupid people have no respect for wisdom and refuse to learn. 8 My child, pay attention to what your father and mother tell you. 9 Their teaching will improve your character as a handsome turban or a necklace improves your appearance. 10 My … Continue reading Advice to the Young
I was Settling
I can’t help but to think that I was just settling in life. I know I came back to California to give everything a try but I wasn’t feeling it. Things are not the same and I always had to question everything. So, it got to the point where I was like, is this guy … Continue reading I was Settling
Dancing in the Storm
I’ve learned to be content no matter what my circumstances are. Yes, I’m in a storm right now but this is not my final destination. Worries only lead to stress. Stress doesn’t do anything good to your body. Did you know stress can kill? Eric Thomas (the #1 Motivational Speaker) wife got MS because of … Continue reading Dancing in the Storm
Poem: Higher Power
Living in our own will Destruction, anxiety, insanity, depression Nothing feels and goes right You want to give up I can do all things through Christ (Philippians 4:13) My strength been made new Walking in God’s will It’s like watching a sunset Peace, Grace and Mercy His expectations Higher than our dreams and vision Lives … Continue reading Poem: Higher Power
Resentment; don’t do it
It takes a lot of strength not to resent someone after they have hurt and wronged you. But there's no point in vengeance because that belongs to the Lord. "Never take revenge, my friends, but instead let God's anger do it. For the scripture says, “I will take revenge, I will pay back, says the … Continue reading Resentment; don’t do it
Big Storm
This is a big storm I am in. After three years I had no other choice but to break up with a person I thought loved me. He’s going back to his hometown and I’m staying in California. I can’t force someone to give me the things I know I deserve. I gave my all … Continue reading Big Storm
Wow
I asked God for so many affirmations on my current situation. I wanted this so bad. I don’t know why I kept on wanting my relationship to work. I was the only one always trying. You shouldn’t have to always tell a person how to treat you. Money never impressed me because I saw what … Continue reading Wow
You tried
Mhm well now I have a different perspective on my enemies. I just want to thank everyone that took a part in breaking my heart. It’s amazing how God turns what was meant to destroy you into a blessing. My enemies only pushed me closer to God and to me that is a blessing. I … Continue reading You tried
Distinction
“But not even a dog will bark at the Israelites or their animals. Then you will know that I, the Lord, make a distinction between the Egyptians and the Israelites.” (Exodus 11:7 GNT) Those of us that have been chosen have already been set apart by God. For we are not of the world but … Continue reading Distinction
Light to Darkness
The Israelites are God's people and belonged to God but the Egyptians selfishly defied God in every way. In order to make them believe in Him and set His people free, God sent Moses and Aaron to perform these tricks to the king. However, the king was so stubborn no matter what they did he … Continue reading Light to Darkness
Women: Rise Up
How come society tries to devalue women so much? Women are set to different standards than men. When It comes to jobs women get lower positions and pay than men. Women can’t work in certain job careers because they are not “masculine” enough. In other words some people would say “this is a man's job”. … Continue reading Women: Rise Up
I forgot to Mention
At what point in my life did I become so accessible to people? I noticed because I’m nice people think they can just walk all over me. Or maybe because I’m “young” and people think I don’t know what I’m talking about. Yet, you don’t have to be old to gain experience, pain will make … Continue reading I forgot to Mention
New doors
God really has opened my eyes to a lot of things this year. He’s been showing me what I need to fix within myself. He’s been showing me who’s really with me and who’s just down for the moment. Truth be told I’m not afraid to leave anyone behind for God. If you’re not on … Continue reading New doors
Repay Evil with Good
“But I tell you who hear me: Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you, and pray for those who mistreat you.” (Luke 6:27-28 GNT) Let me tell you how you are the bigger person if you can be nice to people that try to knock you down. … Continue reading Repay Evil with Good
Story Time
Don’t do to others what you don’t want others to do unto you. - Confucius Once upon a time there was this guy who got played for playing others, let’s call this guy Miguel. Well Miguel had it all.. the girl, job, car, apartment, etc. The problem with Miguel was that He looked good and … Continue reading Story Time
Scars
The outside looks so beautiful Now let me show you my scars Christ is my strength (Philippians 4:13) Scars depending on which way you use it can have different types of meaning. I have many scars physically and emotionally. I have this scar on my forehead that I got when I was young in the … Continue reading Scars
Revenge
“Never take revenge, my friends, but instead let God's anger do it. For the scripture says, “I will take revenge, I will pay back, says the Lord.” (Romans 12:19 GNT) God doesn’t like ugly and I advise you not to repay evil with evil. Yes, I know people can be horrible and do horrendous things. … Continue reading Revenge
The Generations After Me
Everything we are going through now has been going on since way before our time. Our ancestors have been trying to break generational curses. But after all the countless attempts my ancestors have not been able to succeed physically. I say physically because even though nothing has changed I know all their prayers are still … Continue reading The Generations After Me
Omnipresent
To experience God you do not only have to be in a church. God is omnipresent, this means He is everywhere with us. He comes to us right where we are as long as we call upon His name. We just have to “pray at all times” (1 Thessalonians 5:17) Prayer is the way we … Continue reading Omnipresent
The Bible; Genesis
Written By Moses Written for God’s chosen people. The Israelites who were in slavery for 400 years and controlled by the Egyptians. Theme: Creation of the world, The flood, God’s plan of redemption Genesis means origin. The creation of the world Adam and Eve First human beings on the earth First SinnersThey were sent out … Continue reading The Bible; Genesis
It’s not me; It’s my God
At the end when it’s all said and done and I have left my legacy the world will know it was because of God. I do not want or take credit for anything in my life. I am only my father's faithful servant. I wouldn’t be here today if it wasn’t for God’s grace. Only … Continue reading It’s not me; It’s my God
Social Media
Social media has corrupted the world. Facebook, Instagram, Snapchat, etc have become so obsessive that kids would spend hours on it. I’m going to try this thing where I stay off social media for a while so I can focus more on my gift. Social media will have you thinking you are moving at a … Continue reading Social Media
Dinero
Why was money ever invented to start with? Why did an economy even have to be created? Why couldn’t everything be free? Do you think it is because of human Sin? If you think about it we are natural born sinners and this is why we need Jesus. Imagine how greedy and selfish some people … Continue reading Dinero
Races cause Division
“Before I formed you In your mother's womb, I knew you, before you were born I set you apart; I appointed you as a prophet to the nations.“ (Jeremiah 1:5 NIV) If you think about it there is no such thing as races because we all belong to the same source; God. They have been … Continue reading Races cause Division
Pressure
When you apply pressure to something it either breaks or forms. For example, imagine rolling dough and depending on how much pressure you use the dough will either form or break. Look at how people choose to deal with pain. We have a major problem in this generation. People suppress their pain instead of confronting … Continue reading Pressure
The Heart vs The Mind
God lives in our heart and not in our mind. This statement saved me from a lot of confusion. It stopped the battles that so frequently happen in my mind. Thinking too much gives me anxiety. It’s like having so many great ideas but only to end up choosing none because you have talked yourself … Continue reading The Heart vs The Mind
10 things I Wish I Knew as a Kid
1. Jesus is the way to eternal happiness 2. Self love 3. How to have confidence in myself 4. How to treat others with compassion and kindness 5. Always follow my dreams 6. Relationships can wait 7. Don’t worry about what others say 8. Consistency is key 9. Not everyone will see my vision 10. … Continue reading 10 things I Wish I Knew as a Kid
Rest Day
“This is the day which the Lord hath made; we will rejoice and be glad in it.” (Psalms 118:24 KJV) We can work Monday through Saturday if we want. Yet, the Lord doesn’t want us working on Sundays. On this day we are supposed to rest and be with our families. This came about because … Continue reading Rest Day
Energy
Some days I feel so drained that I don’t have the energy to do certain things. I feel like I’m running a marathon. When I first started on my mission I had a lot of energy. Moving forward as time passes by sometimes I find myself without energy. However, being tired doesn’t give me an … Continue reading Energy
Live in the Moment
Some days I get so caught up thinking about the future that I forget to enjoy the present moments. I get so worried that I’m not doing enough and as a result I rush to do it all. This is not how God wants us to live. He wants us to trust the process and … Continue reading Live in the Moment
Uncertainty
“So do not worry about tomorrow; it will have enough worries of its own. There is no need to add to the troubles each day brings.” (Matthew 6:34 GNT) From past experiences I can say no matter what hardship I faced, God ALWAYS came through for me and provided for me. Therefore, with what I … Continue reading Uncertainty
15 things to remember for stronger Faith
There is only one God. Trust God will deliver you from anything. No weapon formed against you shall prosper. (Isaiah 54:7) Always Pray and stay in continuous prayer. He is always listening. God is good. Speak life and faith and speak good things that will shape your future in a good way. Say” I may … Continue reading 15 things to remember for stronger Faith
Depression: Save Yourself
Anger turned inside out Can attack anybody in this world Results of suppressed anger When you’re feeling blue Imagine watching a sunset Meditate/Yoga Talk to God Deal with your trauma As you think you become (Proverbs 23:7) Don’t suppress your emotions First, we need the truth to open the emotional wounds, take the poison out … Continue reading Depression: Save Yourself
Tests
God either blessed us or used the bad for our good. The devil will try to tempt us to distract us from our destinies and lead us into sin. God will test us so our faith in Him grows bigger. “Moses replied, “Don't be afraid; God has only come to test you and make you … Continue reading Tests
Haiku
I pray for the world That all Sin be washed away Cleansed like soap and water In this crazy world Where violence and injustice reside I just want to be happy I paid my dues I confessed my Sins I am not perfect Time to put me first Like a one dollar bill Number one … Continue reading Haiku
Enemies
An enemy is someone who is against or tries to oppose someone or something. Isn’t it funny how we have enemies over the dumbest things? Nowadays we can gain an enemy over what you might have, the favor upon your life, for following God, or just because you are being you. Even though we should … Continue reading Enemies
Feel me First
Those that have put me last, are going to be the ones to feel me first. Everybody in my life has tossed me to the side and doubted me. The first people to count me out was my family. Aren’t these the people who are supposed to protect and love you?... Well yeah not in … Continue reading Feel me First
Working Out
Dear Lord, I pray you give me the strength that I need to reach and attain my fitness goals. May you continue giving me more time to work on me so I can live a healthy long lifestyle. In your will and in Jesus name, Amen. 🙂 I’m always taking care of others and putting … Continue reading Working Out
Self View
Nobody’s opinion of you matters but the one you believe about yourself. Don’t let this world label you. It doesn’t matter if people don’t like you that means they dislike the part of you they wish they had. If people try to tear you down with words don’t let it get to you. At the … Continue reading Self View
Self Sabotage
Did I mention I’m working on my anger? Some days I am easily angered and I know that’s not good. Some days I get so deep in my head that my mind just overflows with negative thoughts. I got too comfortable with life and let my guard down. It got to the point where I … Continue reading Self Sabotage
We are the CHURCH!
I don’t understand the different types of religion. Ever since my Lord Jesus saved me people ask me “what do you identify with?” I know they are waiting for me to say something like “I’m a “Christian” or “Catholic”, etc but I won’t. I say “I’m a follower of Jesus Christ.” Truthfully what’s the point … Continue reading We are the CHURCH!
SAVE our FUTURE/ the CHILDREN!!!
When the year first started and the virus broke out everybody was scared and confused. On the contrary, I was just confused because something did not feel right, everything has a reason. Now I understand everything that is done in the dark comes to light. God is bringing to the light all of the disgusting … Continue reading SAVE our FUTURE/ the CHILDREN!!!
Stuck
Sometimes I feel stuck. It’s like I don’t know if I’m moving in the right direction. I know when God is silent, He is working. I don’t always do everything right but I try my best everyday. Some days I feel gloomy but everything is working out for my good. I may not see any … Continue reading Stuck
My Mom
Yesterday I wrote about working on the relationships that matter to me. One of the relationships I missed was the one with my mom. I tried reaching out to her but she has my number blocked. For my birthday on July 15th, a week ago she emailed me telling me happy birthday. So, I also … Continue reading My Mom
One step at a time
Sometimes I am in such a rush to accomplish things that I get frustrated along the way. I have a habit of always trying to focus on the finished outcome instead of the process it takes. I’m not going to lie, it is hard unlearning behaviors that you’ve grown accustomed to and no longer serve … Continue reading One step at a time
Confess & Repent
Y’all better start holding onto God than to those things of the world. When we’re gone none of this will matter. Only Christ can save and I don’t know about y’all but I’m trying to make it to the Kingdom. From who I was to who I’m becoming I can only thank Jesus. He brings … Continue reading Confess & Repent
It’s not about What you have but Who you have!
So today I watched this movie called Holiday Rush on Netflix. It’s about this dad of four children named Rush, who is a DJ but loses everything and has to start from scratch. His kids were spoiled and he did not know how to tell them he lost his job. They did not know the … Continue reading It’s not about What you have but Who you have!
It wasn’t a storm but a Test
Let me tell you about how all this time what I thought was insignificant is what God is actually going to use to bless me. All along I thought this was a storm but it was a test. God was testing me to see if I really didn’t need what I thought had no value. … Continue reading It wasn’t a storm but a Test
Be Transformed by God
Killing the old self is necessary in order to emerge into our best self. We have to unlearn all the trauma, toxic traits, negative thoughts, etc that we 've been taught or taught ourselves. Everyday we have to let God transform us into the person He knows we can be. This is what I call … Continue reading Be Transformed by God
Dead End to Direction
I was listening to videos last week and they were about Lazarus in the Bible. Then I saw this post on Facebook that said “let the voice that called Lazarus back to life command your marriage, dreams, faith,family, love… back to life again”. Moving forward as I was sitting on my couch at 7:05 in … Continue reading Dead End to Direction
Happy Birthday to Me
First of all, Thank you Father for another year of birth. I get to be alive to celebrate and enjoy life. Today we’re going to have fun and go to the beach or a hotel or both. I’m thankful and grateful to the Lord Jesus for letting me spend it with my little family. As … Continue reading Happy Birthday to Me
Anxiety/Worries/Fears
Worry leads to overthinking. Always overthinking can lead to anxiety. Anxiety according to how google describes it is “A mental health disorder characterized by feelings of worry, anxiety, or fear that are strong enough to interfere with one's daily activities”. However it’s true because I used to worry and overthink so much that I had … Continue reading Anxiety/Worries/Fears
Forgiving
“Do not judge others, and God will not judge you; do not condemn others, and God will not condemn you; forgive others, and God will forgive you.” (Luke 6:37 GNT) First of all, I had to learn to forgive people who were never sorry. If you ask me that right there is strength in having … Continue reading Forgiving
Changing my Words
I’m learning how to use my words for good instead of bad. Unlearning toxic generational traits that I’ve seen all my life is a process. Growing up I’ve seen how the people in my family just belittle and hurt each other. I can’t blame myself because I didn’t have a choice then but I do … Continue reading Changing my Words
Thankful
Things don’t always plan out how we want them but we always have to be grateful for what we have. I had planned to go to a hotel with my family. I reserved the room last night and this morning they called to say they had canceled the reservation because of double booking. It’s my … Continue reading Thankful
Rich People
“Jesus then said to his disciples, “I assure you: it will be very hard for rich people to enter the Kingdom of heaven.” (Matthew 19:23 GNT) However, I’m not talking about the ones that had to work for their stuff. I’m talking about the ones that always had money and have never humbled themselves before … Continue reading Rich People
Judging
11 “Do not criticize one another, my brothers and sisters. If you criticize fellow-Christians or judge them, you criticize the Law and judge it. If you judge the Law, then you are no longer one who obeys the Law, but one who judges it. 12 God is the only lawgiver and judge. He alone can … Continue reading Judging
Hearing and Doing
19 “Remember this, my dear brothers and sisters! Everyone must be quick to listen, but slow to speak and slow to become angry. 20 “Human anger does not achieve God's righteous purpose. 21 So get rid of every filthy habit and all wicked conduct. Submit to God and accept the word that he plants in … Continue reading Hearing and Doing
Comfort when Suffering
As I read Jobs' story in the Bible I felt compelled to write about his friends. When I tell you we all need friends like that in this world. When Jobs' friends went to visit him they were lost for words because they didn’t recognize his friend anymore. All they could do is weep with … Continue reading Comfort when Suffering
Pain even in the Goodness
As I was reading Job in the Bible I was sad but happy at the same time. How can someone that never did no evil experience so much suffering in one day? Why did God bring Job up to Satan, when Satan wasn’t even worried about Job? “Did you notice my servant Job?” the Lord … Continue reading Pain even in the Goodness
A new beginning
Anderson and I are back together. The devil is a liar, it tried to tear us apart but it did not succeed because of God. “No weapon formed against me shall prosper.” (Isaiah 54:17) I’ve learned we are all messed up inside until we give it to God. We learned our lesson. We’d thought the … Continue reading A new beginning
Why it had to happen
I came back to Cali to work on my relationship with the father of my son. God made it happen. We both did things we should have not done but we learned from our mistakes. Nobody’s perfect, we’re two imperfect people trying to build and have something we never had in our own families. Both … Continue reading Why it had to happen
Every Day
Every morning you wake up is a new opportunity to make God proud. Whenever God wakes you up each morning it is because He still needs you in this world. Therefore, give thanks with all of your heart because you still have a purpose in His will. You don’t have to be perfect but you … Continue reading Every Day
Time
We can replace material things, people, words, etc. Yet, time is the most valuable asset we will ever possess. We all get the same amount of time, what makes us different is what we do with our time. Once upon a time I remember a time when all I wanted to do was stay home … Continue reading Time
Israel
“4 The Lord says, “When that time comes, the people of both Israel and Judah will come weeping, looking for me, their God. 5 They will ask the way to Zion and then go in that direction. They will make an eternal covenant with me and never break it.” 6 “My people are like sheep … Continue reading Israel
The World’s Hatred
18 “If the world hates you, just remember that it has hated me first. 19 If you belonged to the world, then the world would love you as its own. But I chose you from this world, and you do not belong to it; that is why the world hates you. 20 Remember what I … Continue reading The World’s Hatred
Call on Him in the Storm
No matter what you are going through trust the Lord will come to your rescue. When the storm comes do not be discouraged. Storms are God's favorite places to be in. He wants us to know that no matter what our current circumstances are, He’s already there fighting on our behalf. All we have to … Continue reading Call on Him in the Storm
Self Love
Self love is the best love. I wish somebody would have taught me this growing up. I literally had nobody’s guidance but my own growing up. Yet, I’ve never been alone because God has been with me always. Every time I got into a relationship I’ve always put them first and forgot to give myself … Continue reading Self Love
Faith & Wisdom
2 “My brothers and sisters, consider yourselves fortunate when all kinds of trials come your way, 3 for you know that when your faith succeeds in facing such trials, the result is the ability to endure.” (James 1:2-3 GNT) Don’t get too stuck in the pain that you forget everything has a purpose and a … Continue reading Faith & Wisdom
When I Left
When I left California to come back to Pennsylvania, I was devastated. The reason I left was because on Mother’s Day weekend I found a pack of condoms in a bag that the father of my son owns. Crazy part was that we were not having any intimate relations so it couldn’t be for us. … Continue reading When I Left
Generations
The same things have been happening and passed on in my family from generation to generation. My family is very sick in the mind. When I was younger my cousins used to try to molest me and my other cousins. My brother did things no brother should do to his sister. But the crazy part … Continue reading Generations
Nature
As I sit outside I hear all the birds chirping and flying, leaves swaying on the branches of the trees, a fly on the floor, ants and so much more. Thank you God, for creating all these beautiful things that combine together to make nature. There are so many beautiful things that make up nature. … Continue reading Nature
U.S vs Middle East
Why is the United States battling God’s sacred cities? You ever think the wars were made up to make God’s people look evil? Yes, Egypt is where God’s most sacred places reside. Bethlehem a Palestinian town which is Christ birth place. Jerusalem in Israel where Christ was recognized for His preaching. Nazareth located in northern … Continue reading U.S vs Middle East
The Disobedient People
8 “God told me to write down in a book what the people are like, so that there would be a permanent record of how evil they are. 9 They are always rebelling against God, always lying, always refusing to listen to the Lord 's teachings. 10 They tell the prophets to keep quiet. They … Continue reading The Disobedient People
Happy Fathers Day
I never really had a father figure in my life. But I’ve always had a father. Happy Father’s Day to my God because even though I didn’t always know I was His, He knew who I was. I never felt like I was missing a father in my life. I’ve watched every woman in my … Continue reading Happy Fathers Day
Juneteenth
I’m grateful slaves got emancipated on June 19, 1865. We would all have probably still been slaves up to this day. Today is a very important day because it signifies years of us finally getting our independence. My ancestors were freed from oppression. Slaves were treated very badly and were deprived of many rights. We … Continue reading Juneteenth
The Streets
The streets were designed to move you away from God and His purpose for you. You cannot Love God and “sell drugs”, “rob” and do “Ungodly things”. You can’t blame Him when things go wrong and you’re living in that lifestyle. You’re living in YOUR WILL you’re NOT living in HIS WILL for you. Anything … Continue reading The Streets
I trust you Lord
Lord, how do I know I’m moving In the right direction? How do I know I’m living in your will? Am I doing things right? Am I getting closer to you? Are you mad at me Lord? Do I not deserve to be blessed? Have I angered you father? I know it’s not all happiness … Continue reading I trust you Lord
Thank You in Advance
Thank you Lord for what is yet to come into my life. I want to thank you in advance God for the unknown because I know you’re about to bless me. For a fact the blessings that you’re about to bestow upon me will be bigger than I’ve ever imagined. These blessings are going to … Continue reading Thank You in Advance
Not Looking
At this point I’m not looking for love, I’m letting love find me. After all the countless attempts, I’m letting God take the lead on this one. I’m focusing on God, my son and I. In my opinion I have to make sure I’m walking in God's will for me. I have to be walking … Continue reading Not Looking
Thirsty
Guys are so thirsty and it’s so crazy. I don’t even have to give them sex and they won’t leave me alone. I can say no a million times but because of my personality they keep on trying. However, why are guys even more thirstier after I say no. I believe they need to be … Continue reading Thirsty
God is Good All the Time
God is good all the time and all the time God is good. We do not realize all the things God does and protects us from. You ever stop and think of all the bad things in the world and how God saves us from so many things that want to harm us. Crazy part … Continue reading God is Good All the Time
Everything Happens for a Reason
Everything in life happens for a reason. Every person you meet, place you go to, and circumstances you go through is a part of your life. Certain things are bound to happen to help you grow, this is what you called growing pains. Whenever you get too comfortable in life, God will come and disrupt … Continue reading Everything Happens for a Reason
Healing is Messy
Healing is a messy process. I’m learning to love myself again. I’m healing from past traumas in my family and past relationships. Some days you feel like everything is okay. Some days you feel like everything is tumbling down. Some days you honestly don’t even know how to feel. It’s crazy because all you can … Continue reading Healing is Messy
Which Way Do I Go?
I wish it all could have been different. I wanted Adonis to have both of His parents under the same roof. I didn’t want it to end like this but somethings are inevitable. You cannot help a person that doesn’t want to be helped. You cannot change someone that doesn’t want to change for themselves. … Continue reading Which Way Do I Go?
Evil
20 “Instead, as the scripture says: "If your enemies are hungry, feed them; if they are thirsty, give them a drink; for by doing this you will make them burn with shame." 21 Do not let evil defeat you; instead, conquer evil with good.” (Romans 12:20-21) Don’t let the darkness of the world dim your … Continue reading Evil
Be Yourself
In a world with so much pressure and stereotypes do not be afraid to be you. Don’t let what other people think of you, how you act, or wear change your perception on yourself. The world is ours and we can manifest anything we want and re-create exactly who we want to be. Whoever tells … Continue reading Be Yourself
Just going with It
Lately I don’t know how to feel about most things. I’m in that stage where if things are for me I’m happy and if they are not I’m still happy. In all honesty, I am letting God do His will in my life. I’m learning what He needs me to learn. I’m learning how to … Continue reading Just going with It
It’s All A Set Up
The Bible is being played out right in front of our eyes. Not everyone can comprehend the Bible. Therefore, the upper minority (government) might be using it for evil. They try to make us believe God isn’t who He says He is. Call me crazy but I do not care. Our God is bigger than … Continue reading It’s All A Set Up
The Youth
What about the children? What about the youth? Humanity has reached its boiling point. I do not condone violence and it’s sad how kids are getting maced and hurt. Something has to change because we have been stuck in the same cycle for years. The youth needs to come up with a better solution for … Continue reading The Youth
Trust in the Lord
If you can trust man, why can’t you trust God with your life? He created man and the world, so why do we turn away from good every chance we get? When it’s time to do evil we don’t think about it twice. However, when it’s time to do good we question it. Isn’t it … Continue reading Trust in the Lord
Thank You
Lord, I want to praise you for everything you are doing in my life. I thank you for the bad times because they’re lessons. I thank you for the good times because they’re blessings. “I praise you Lord because you saved me. I cried to you for help, O Lord my God and you healed … Continue reading Thank You
Free
Cast all your worries, fear and troubles upon the Lord because I am a living witness that He can make all things work for our good. I am finally free from all my stress, worries, troubles, anxiety, sleepless nights, etc and it’s all because of my savior. “I prayed to the lord and He answered … Continue reading Free
Restoration
This is the year of restoration, this CoronaVirus virus did not “just happen”. God decided this world was getting too hectic and it was time to shift things back to Him. “I will punish my people because they have sinned; they have abandoned me, have offered sacrifices to other gods, and have made idols and … Continue reading Restoration
Happiness
Seek your happiness in the Lord and he will give you your heart's desire. (Psalm 37:4) Do not get so caught up in the things of the world that you try so hard to fit in with everybody. We were not created to be like anybody else but ourselves. We are all God's unique creation. … Continue reading Happiness
Struggles
The pain that doesn’t break you is what makes you. Pain comes into your life to strengthen you. “Not only that, but we rejoice in our sufferings, knowing that suffering produces endurance, and endurance produces character, and character produces hope” (Romans 5:3) After awhile you know that pain is only temporary and a rainbow always … Continue reading Struggles
Hold Your Weight
God will not give us more than what we can handle. However He does have set expectations on us. For instance, I had to recently move from California Back to Pennsylvania because of the situation with the father of my son. “Much is required from the person to whom much is given; much more is … Continue reading Hold Your Weight
Be Ready
With everything that has been happening just as the Bible has been predicting, you know we are living in the last days. We don’t know when but Jesus is coming soon, so be ready. “And you too must be ready, because the son of man will come at an hour when you are not expecting … Continue reading Be Ready
Do It Right The First Time
When God gives us a direction to go in, do not delay the process. It does not matter if you like what He wants you to do or not because His plan will still come to fruition. Therefore it might take months or years but it’s always our choice. For example, He has been calling … Continue reading Do It Right The First Time
The Lies
It’s good to say I’m finally free from a toxic relationship. The lies I had to endure were crazy. I hate liars because i'm a very honest person. How can a person that claims to love you, hurt you the worst? I used to ask myself “why do people lie?” Now I ask myself “why … Continue reading The Lies
It’s all for my good
Wow I definitely learned a life lesson. I have a tendency of picking the wrong dudes. I totally played myself for 3 years. But my biggest blessing came from all this so I wouldn’t change anything. You ever had someone mess with your mind so much that when you get back to reality it’s just … Continue reading It’s all for my good
Women: Highly Favored
What is up with the man/boys in this generation? They have been degrading women and discarding them as if they are nothing. I’m not condoning the provocative ways some females behave. But guys are not giving women the value they deserve. I believe during this pandemic women are rising up. Toxic relationships are coming to … Continue reading Women: Highly Favored
I had to go
Have you ever been so hurt that it turns to disappointment? As you know the father of my son and I have been together for 3 years. Our relationship has been on a rocky road for the longest. Months passed by and things got worse until there was no more us. To be honest it … Continue reading I had to go
We can touch the sky
We can touch the sky If we just talk to the almighty God If you just believe in your destiny Imagine all the things that you could see Imagine all the things that would be free No fears, no worries, just dreams If you just believe that God has the key Young, wild and free … Continue reading We can touch the sky
It’s time for me now
Sorry world, I finally chose me. Besides all the countless attempts to find Love, I chose me. After repeatedly putting others' needs first, I chose me. When nobody chooses me, I choose me. We live in such a cold world… society is so messed up people think being “emotionless” is cool. In reality, what’s the … Continue reading It’s time for me now
Freedom
Don’t you want to be free, away from misery? Imagine the world and all the things you could see… Planes, boats, cars, land, and the sea 7 days is all you need (Genesis 2:2) Explore like Columbus and you can be free Love like Adam and Eve God told them “No” but Eve said let’s … Continue reading Freedom
I Choose You
I choose you I choose you I choose you Who can I be for you What should I see with you Whom can I meet through you Lord tell me please it’s just you When I was broke, you was my rope You picked me up, when I was down Taught me things I didn’t … Continue reading I Choose You
Confused
My relationship of 3 years ended a while ago. If I’m honest we have been on a rocky road for a while now. Constant arguments, misunderstandings, and bad communication. I don’t know I’ve been so confused lately. I’m working on myself. I know my current circumstances are bad but I still want to believe it … Continue reading Confused
The Good & Wicked
Wicked people will not make it into God’s kingdom. The good will always be rewarded no matter how many times they are persecuted. When things go wrong, we should not give into our emotions. Even if the wicked try to persecute us let them because God is watching. “12 The wicked plot against good people … Continue reading The Good & Wicked
.Lesson Learned.
Summer 2017 was when everything went wrong for me. I met the father of my son in July. If I knew then what I know now.. uhhh I wouldn’t have dared entertained anything. Yet again I’m grateful it happened this way because it led me to my Father God. I also learned a lot about … Continue reading .Lesson Learned.
Healing
I thank God for this pandemic because this life crisis saved my life. It's been so crazy, I’ve realized what I’ve been doing wrong for the longest and what I need to improve on. My relationship of 3 years officially ended because we just weren’t going towards the same destiny. My ex and I have … Continue reading Healing
Parable: The Mustard Seed
Jesus told them another parable “The Kingdom of heaven is like this. A man takes a mustard seed and sows it in his field. 32 It is the smallest of all seeds, but when it grows up, it is the biggest of all plants. It becomes a tree so that birds come and make their … Continue reading Parable: The Mustard Seed
Adam & Eve
Nowadays society is so messed up. They will have us thinking women are supposed to be chasing men or waiting for them to grow. No this is all wrong. You won’t have to chase what God sent. When God first created Adam he was alone. Adam was already complete, whole, had a job, etc. God … Continue reading Adam & Eve
My Calling:
I remember moving to Harrisburg, PA when I was 15 in 2013.. I was starting 10th grade and my first friend was God sent. How do I know? Because she’s all about God, her dad is a Pastor and when you see her you can see God. I never realized until now that God had … Continue reading My Calling:
Heartbroken/Goodbye
How could you? How could you lie to me? How could you deceive me? How could you say you love me and hurt me so bad? Didn’t you see my love for you? I was there. I was there when you had nobody. I was there through it all. Yeah, you hurt me with your … Continue reading Heartbroken/Goodbye
Fear God
“So do not be afraid of people. Whatever is now covered up will be uncovered, and every secret made will be known.” (Matthew 10:26) Do not be conformed to this world because we are not for the world. Let people do you however they want and do not retaliate. How you do others is your … Continue reading Fear God
Chances
God gives us many chances. He gave Moses many chances to get it right. It wasn’t easy because Moses before Jesus wasn’t so Holy. Moses had killed a man and God still used Him. God tested Moses to see if He would pray to Him instead He yelled at the people. Moses had one chance … Continue reading Chances
Living Lies…
Honesty is the best policy. If the truth hurts and a lie hurts… why not just keep it real? A lie only leads to more lies. Meanwhile, the truth will set you free as soon as you speak it. We all have lived in a lie at some point. You know where we try to … Continue reading Living Lies…
Tests, Trials, & Temptation
The Lord is not testing the strength of our faith, He is testing the authenticity. He’s not testing your faith to see if we will quit, He’s testing it to see how real we are. He wants to know if you truly want Him or just the blessings. Do not let the world/ people around … Continue reading Tests, Trials, & Temptation
True Happiness
God doesn’t want us to be perfect, He just wants us to be only His. Guilty of sin are those who know they need Jesus yet do nothing about it. However, my Father will be pleased with those that know that missing void in their spirits is Jesus. “Happy are those who know they are … Continue reading True Happiness
Bitter Sweet
Over the course of a year everything has changed. I’m in such a better but awkward stage in my life, a different environment, and I have a family of my own now. I’m in a better place mentally than I was 2 years ago. God called me and I’ve never felt this way before about … Continue reading Bitter Sweet
Dark Times
I had plenty of dark times before. I know we all at some point in our life’s have experienced dark times. Remember that dark place that leads you to that abyss in your mind. That place that makes you either fight or flight. In your head even though you say yes you’ll still manage to … Continue reading Dark Times
Nobody.
We were all created equal but you are not my equal. For what God has given me is mine and mine only. Yes, the time will come where I'll be able to inspire others to be the best version of themselves they can be, through the Gospel. Yes, there will be others trying to achieve … Continue reading Nobody.
Obstacles
Where you think you will be destroyed God will show up. What types of Fear do we have? Fear of failureFear of success Lack of self worthFear of our past catching up to our present It’s not the thought of fear it’s the spirit of fear. The spirit of fear is sent to convince us … Continue reading Obstacles



































































































































